im so lazy to blog nowsaday.

been so active on facebook rather than wordpress.

think im losing the interest to blog.

oops.

After 10 days of roadshow, I am physically and mentally worn out.

Right now, i wish im at Phuket…basking in the warmth of the sun…thinking of nothing…enjoying the seafood dinner…foot massage…

How nice would it be…haiz…

These two words seem a little far from my life.

I was having my menses cramp and decided not to make any appointments so as i can rest at home. And i watched the drama Housewives Holiday and Love Guaranteed.

I tell you. After watching both dramas, i don’t feel like getting married and i will hardly be a housewife.

Marriage is about managing it with commitment and responsibility…and with trust?…and love? Last year, i had thoughts of  marriage, living and sharing the joy of love under one roof. However, being rational now, I certainly do not think im ready for it in the near future. This is not a good thought for me, hitting the Big 30 soon.

Sometime back, my business partners and i were talking randomly about if the men prefer their wives to work or stay home being housewives. Apparently, both prefer their wives to work. Their theories was, there would be more topic to converse. Also, the men would love some me-time at home after a day of work rather than heading home with a nagging housewife who has 120 pages of words to rant about home affairs and children stories. Moreover, I dun like the idea of financially dependent on the man. =p

Talking about kids. Honestly, I do not have any feeling of having kids. Ha! Well, who knows what will happen when I have my own kids? I may ended up being a housewife taking care of my own kid rather than being take care by maids or parents.

Anyway, I duno if this post make any sense. But my point here is, I dun have good feeling about marriage nor wana be a housewife nor wanting to be a mum.

For now, I wana close more cases…i wana enjoy meeting more people…and i wana enjoy life…